Mr. Ruskell was just named GM of the Seattle Seahawks! woot-woot! omg, i'm sooo happy for him and his family! i really miss Sammy and Jack (his 2 kids) and i wont be able to visit them in atlanta anymore, but oh well, pictures, cards, and phone calls always work. AHHHH! i just cant believe it! its soooo awesome, it seems unreal! he called my dad earlier today to give him the good news! i never thought that i would know a GM of an NFL football team!!! he said that when the seahawks come to tampa, he's gonna get us seats in the team box! yippie!

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why cant my parents just be normal for once?! a friggin cruise to brazil?! whatever happened to going to europe or the tennis club at longboat key for the entire summer?!

Word Of The Week- (courtesy of Munjari) BOUCH- (n) two beds pushed against the wall in an L formation in my room, thus becoming both a "bed" and a "couch". munjari and i plan on living like hobbits in my room on this "bouch" for 3 months and living off of my secret candy stash.

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"So many people talk... but do they ever mean a word that they say?"

this weekend was awesome...

friday- saw boogyman with jamin, teresa, arielle, meredith, alyson, munjari, robby, paola, peter, & kim... stupid movie, but i had a blast!

saturday- solo and ensemble (superior! woot-woot!), then did some volunteering for Opti-Miss at a nursing home, then i had to go to the best buddies dance. christina- that crazy mexican guy was sooo weird! ahhh!

sunday- went to busch gardens with alyson. TONS of fun! we saw a dancing "elemafunt" and went on montu 3 times in a row within like a half hour... then we got candy! yummy! geez, we were super hyper after that...

today- my mom picked me up from alyson's house & took me to my orthopedic surgeon... he cut out all the pictures of the band in DC and has them posted in his office! how cool is that!?!? anywho, i'm having knee surgery either on march 18th or the 25th... i'm sooo excited! i'll finally be able to burn my stupid brace!

so yea... thats the weekend for ya... leave me some love ppl!

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i stole this from nicole's profile, & i thought it was sooo cute & 100% true!

The Perfect Man
The perfect man is gentle
Never cruel or mean
He has a beautiful smile
And keeps his face so clean.
The perfect man likes children
And will raise them by your side
He will be a good father
As well as a good husband to his bride.
The perfect man loves cooking
Cleaning and vacuuming too
He'll do anything in his power
To convey his feelings of love for you.
The perfect man is sweet
Writing poetry from your name
He's a best friend to your mother
And kisses away your pain.
He has never made you cry
Or hurt you In any way
Oh, screw this stupid poem
The perfect man is gay

ok, so none of the advice that yall left me in the last entry helped... i didnt get a single answer to any of my questions...

"ignorance is bliss" <---- that quote just got me thinking... ignorance isn't really bliss, its just a temporary reprieve from the stresses and issues of daily life. i think i figured out that my ignorance for these past 16 years has caused me all this trouble i'm having now. i was too ignorant to realize what was going on around me, who i hurt, and what it had done to me emotionally. ignorance cant last forever, it only causes you a greater living hell later on in life. i've finally come out of this ignorant stage in my life, and now i must deal with the concequences of it. i am now more aware of who i've hurt along the way, and what emotional toll it's taken on me. if only i could rewind my life and record over all the bad parts...

i feel like such a loser...

why am i always the last one to know about things?

why am i always left out?

why do my "friends" stab me in the back?

why am i always the odd one out?

why cant i have one person to be there for me?

why has everyone in my life (only 1 exception) let me down?

if you have an answer to any one of these questions, PLEASE comment...

valentines day is tomorrow... its an extremely overrated holiday, but oh well, i cant complain about getting free chocolate...

went shopping with my mom... i've never heard of anyone getting a $200 valentines day gift... but after today i know that it does exist...
saw brian... he's my stalker! LOL!
i bought myself a shitload of chocolate at godiva... i just couldnt wait 2 more days

i had some serious fun at saks... who knew dress shopping could involve spending 4+ hrs trying on clothes... according to chris, i am now officially a "BCBG groupie"

my mommy & i are going on a mother-daughter trip to europe this summer, how exciting!!!